Sequel to previous blog posts...

Well...

My life is a huge mess because of ADD / ADHD-PI (it was renamed to primarily inattentive)

People hate me for being late, lacking discipline, impulsivity, off topic messages

Meanwhile when i tell them about this, they are saying get over it

I have a bit of hope here, like doing just a small, just a bit can give a big result???

ADHD ruins everything... I was born with it and i cannot get rid of it.

A simple inattention... Lack of charge in my brain as like a dead battery in an android device

Will lead me to suffer twice than all of you

I wish if someone understood this...

This is the mood, there was already blog posts from me about the depressing mood and the outside of box thinking mood...

My brain has 3 times less enthusiasm than yours to live, this is what ADHD is in a nutshell.

I WANT TO DIE, but i am staying alive for some reason...

Every second day i dream of being reborn, return back to my childhood without this shitty attention deficit disorder

Lastly, i am staying alive just because i am scared that there's nothing going to be after i die, like just a black room, no heaven, no hell.

Once i'll get rid of that fear, i am sure i will kill myself without telling anyone.

~NKRN~