Hey it's Nikrean here.

The past few months were f*cked up since i found the old diagnosis paper for ADHD-PI (Attention deficit hyperactive disorder - primarily inattentive) which was previously called ADD.

ADHD is a chronical disorder which is given from birth, that involves anxiety, lack of focus, low self-esteem, impulsivity, hyperactivity, extreme lack of motivation and a few other things such as ability to think outside of the box without the need to learn school / highschool / college subjects.

ADHD is a disorder that f*ckes up your entire life, you simply stand out by being extremely smart but not being able to understand common sense, being lazy, unmotivated.

With ADHD it's much more simple to focus on bright and colorful, funny things than mathematical, technical, serious stuff.

I was thinking i am the chosen one to be fricked by this by Jesus himself, but actually...

Yeah this may be true, but idk why was i chosen to? :3

Anyways... The way to cure it **temporarily** is by taking prescribed medications. And one of them is the iconic Aderal

Aderal contains amphetamine, and it is disallowed in Russia, so i was not able to get it in any way XD

A replacement for it is Sonapax. Instead of amphetamine it contains natural chemicals, haha, well those that aren't addictive. :3

Surprisingly to get any ADHD medication you have to get a recipe from psychiatrist, but because my diagnosis paper was so fricking old and i was smacked by ADHD at the moment i was unable to get a recipe

Luckily my family member managed to buy Sonapax without a recipe!

How? Haha... It probably doesn't requires a recipe since it doesn't contain actual drugs, but a replacement for them

So yeah, I feel extremely calm now... Not sure if i'll make music right now, maybe in the near future.

~NKRN~

BTW I am Jaiden Animations 2.0 (she has ADHD)