This blog post was intended for people who know about me or my music,

if you're just a random reading this, feel free to click off or continue reading if you're interested.

As you may already heard, i have ADHD which is a neurodiversity (not a disorder),

Neurodivergent people experience different struggles and possibilities in their lives,

And things that work for normal people don't work for us.

After the previous post closer to night i was beggining on going through self-improvement

Just to cure ADHD and finally get a normal life.

Closer to night i decided to listen to I Wish I Was A Tree (Omnipony Remix) which is a 2012 melodic drumstep remix by the dubstep producer OmniVore.

After that i was struct with euphoria that led me to having a strong urge to return back to my first apartment.

Most of my followers already know that i crave to return back to 2010-2016 for some unusual reason.

I picked up the keys and went back to that apartment where i saw my grandma giving me a warm welcome.

I felt myself like a different person...

The anxious, impulsive and depressed NKRN become calm and smart just like i used to be back in my childhood.

After that i realized that Russia is still conservative in 2025, which means all of the progressive innovations such as LGBTQ+ cultures are outlawed by government.

Before i was thinking why back in 2010s everything was peaceful before the social media algorithms woke cultures etc.

I realized... Russia recently invented a law to disclose how the Russian website algorithms work and they cannot hold their user data.

Russia is still conservative and is lacking the new technologies and progress, but Russia seems exactly the same as in 2010s now.

Currently i'm in my new apartment but tmr i'll return to the old one.

This is also why the grammar in this post so terrible, right now my eyes feel blurry and i am extremely anxious (for some reason)...

All this time i've been mentioning in my projects that i was craving to return back to early 2010s, turns out i was already living with the same cultures and same atmosphere.

Heck, even Russian websites look like an updated frutiger aero design...

Imagine watching MLP:FIM on a Supra TV right now... Просто кайф

I will do it tomorrow.

Let's gooo i live in 2010s ^^

I will continue making music btw, when i returned back to my old apartment i felt that ADHD curse just went away.

I am planning to assign to college this year, and i'll keep on making trancey dubstep and even melodic drumstep.

I decided to post this on Newgrounds since i can't log into telegram rn.