I want to take a moment to address my past actions and the impact they had on Newgrounds community.

I realize that my behavior was very immature and by trying to force my music producer friends into making a big impact i made a lot of unnecessary noise.

I am truly sorry. It was never my intention to hurt anyone or create a toxic environment.

In the heat of the moment, I let my emotions get the best of me. I want to clarify that my actions were not driven by egoism; rather, I was overwhelmed and acted out of frustration. I genuinely care about this community and the people in it, and I regret that my actions suggested otherwise.

I’ve taken time to reflect on my behavior and have learned a valuable lesson. I understand that I can no longer justify my mistakes by pointing to my ADHD. While it is a part of who I am, it does not excuse my actions. I acknowledge that I need to take responsibility for my behavior and work on managing my emotions better.

I appreciate those who have reached out to me during this time, and I hope to rebuild the trust that I’ve damaged. Thank you for your understanding, and I’m committed to being a better member of this community moving forward.

Sincerely,

Nikrean.

P. S. I found new hobbies like fine art and coding simple HTML websites like [this].