This is my previous post about ADHD...

How much pain i suffer... I am sane, but everyone treats me like shit

I am unable to do anything due to extreme lack of motivation, and remembering that normal people without ADHD can get everything done in life twice easier than me, and in the end call laugh at me, saying "what a retard LMAO", "KILL YOURSELF ALREADY HAHA!!!!!"

So the only hope...

Is that i am not arrogant, but i deserve better stuff than normal people?

I've seen this video on YouTube which gave me an idea...

That the reason i got ADHD is not because god wanted an exact person to suffer while others to feel absolutely ok.

The reason is probably because i just deserve better things than normal people?

While normal people can be happy living at their house, I can move forward and get something even better???

I still don't know if i'll be able to accomplish something like that... Or maybe i will be able to randomly

But don't laugh, ok? You blame a person who naturally has twice less energy to live than you for expressing their feelings online...

I honestly want to fucking die...

One day i'll pick a knife and kill myself.

I was chosen to be fucked by this curse, i am the chosen one, to be fucked by this...